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well im jus sittin here bored as fuk on my days off, i jus worked 7 brutal ass days straight and i get none of this fat ass payday, thats bein "grown up" tho i guess, always broke and always behind, when u think your all for the next pay period surpise bills come out of nowhere. everytime i try to plan ahead financally i get fuked, so im jus gonna pretend i dont have money and jus pay bills maybe that'll work haha. other than that everythings the same, super confusing but i dont care enough to try n figure shit out right now, confused about me, my future, my job, girls and all that shit everyone stresses about. i dont worry about stuff to much i jus let it happen and im in the same place as the people who are freaking out about where there going and whats its gonna be like, so not giving a shit seems to be working out lol, considering where i came up from and how shit use to be everything is awesome right now, asking for more would be selfish, i want to be rich and successful but im happy to be where i am, then again i dont plan on staying in this situation forever its just a worry about it another time type of thing, im still young and all i wanna worry about is whats gonna be fun and whos coming.ive jus been letting my brain spill onto the keyboard and not thinking about what im typing so im gonna keep it goin lol all night and day ive been listening to remixes and shit like that, i usually dont like them but lmfao and kid cudi remixes are amazing, and there original stuff is awesome shit makes me wanna party all the time. ever since my awesome face kicking and 6 months and $3000 of surgery and dentists my teeth look like shit cuz i wasnt allowed to brush for a while, so ive been going nuts with the white stripes and whitning gum and toothpaste, it kinda helped but my broken ass tooth still looks fukin gross and now my teeth are super sensitive so i dont think it was worth it, im gonna have to go get more expensive ass dental work done to make it at least look like they did before which wasnt that great but u could tell i owned a toothbrush. sooooo i think im done, im not gonna spell check anything cuz like i said before its all straight from my head, most of this probably doesnt even make sense lol, cuz my heads a lil broken like that, but its like that and thats the way it is

So its like 9am on a sunday, and im up, dunno why but ive slept 2 hours since i woke up at 5pm on friday, which is nuts, i dont feel tired or messed up or anything so im not gonna worry about it to much i guess lol. but my weekends been decent, getting drunk on a roof is very sketchy but awesome, we had a tv and rockband up there and made a night about it. we spent 120 dollars to get a pizza and some beer delivered to out garage roof which is pretty lame but fuk it. we went out and it was alright i guess, i was burnt the fuk out the whole time but yagerbombs kept me going all night lol. i have three more days off, no weed and no money, so i guess im gonna be on this computer alot lol, which is fine with me, maybe i will get some pictures finished

so to catch up basically ive been working alot, finally got a raise at work, lost my van and now drving my busted up car, but its alright i missed it lol. financially shits getting better thanks to my dad, the amount hes helped me with this is retarded but i guess thats what parents are for. relationships are none really, im pretty happy staying single, its getting old but having a little not full relationship thing helps and make it not so bad. but other than that ive moved out into a decent house with a couple friends and its workin out alright so far. everything is gettin all good again

this is my first blog, ive never had one before and i dont even know what there for, im jus gonna use it to unload my brain on, its not jus gonna be me bitchin the whole time, it;ll be whatevers in my head that wants to come out onto this keyboard. %90 of the time im most likely going to be baked so it could get pretty retarded. I dont know how often i will be doing this but ill will as much as i can when i have some days off work but check them out if u want and let me know whats on your mind,