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well im jus sittin here bored as fuk on my days off, i jus worked 7 brutal ass days straight and i get none of this fat ass payday, thats bein "grown up" tho i guess, always broke and always behind, when u think your all for the next pay period surpise bills come out of nowhere. everytime i try to plan ahead financally i get fuked, so im jus gonna pretend i dont have money and jus pay bills maybe that'll work haha. other than that everythings the same, super confusing but i dont care enough to try n figure shit out right now, confused about me, my future, my job, girls and all that shit everyone stresses about. i dont worry about stuff to much i jus let it happen and im in the same place as the people who are freaking out about where there going and whats its gonna be like, so not giving a shit seems to be working out lol, considering where i came up from and how shit use to be everything is awesome right now, asking for more would be selfish, i want to be rich and successful but im happy to be where i am, then again i dont plan on staying in this situation forever its just a worry about it another time type of thing, im still young and all i wanna worry about is whats gonna be fun and whos coming.ive jus been letting my brain spill onto the keyboard and not thinking about what im typing so im gonna keep it goin lol all night and day ive been listening to remixes and shit like that, i usually dont like them but lmfao and kid cudi remixes are amazing, and there original stuff is awesome shit makes me wanna party all the time. ever since my awesome face kicking and 6 months and $3000 of surgery and dentists my teeth look like shit cuz i wasnt allowed to brush for a while, so ive been going nuts with the white stripes and whitning gum and toothpaste, it kinda helped but my broken ass tooth still looks fukin gross and now my teeth are super sensitive so i dont think it was worth it, im gonna have to go get more expensive ass dental work done to make it at least look like they did before which wasnt that great but u could tell i owned a toothbrush. sooooo i think im done, im not gonna spell check anything cuz like i said before its all straight from my head, most of this probably doesnt even make sense lol, cuz my heads a lil broken like that, but its like that and thats the way it is