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WHAT YOU WILL SEE HERE
okay, this be the Poems part n shit, theres
all types of poems such as happy poems, funny, sad,
anger, and a couple comin straight from my
own psychopatihic rage. I wanted to put this up to
let people i do have a serious side, if u wanna
read a poem this is the place to be, if u want a
poem u wrote up on this bitch send it to me and
i'll put it up for everyone to see. but fukin
check it out, tell me what u think of my poems
in the guestbook.
BLUE means it is a sad poem.
YELLOW means a happy or funny poem.
RED means a pissed off poem.
MY POEMS
this is my most recent poem, i havent written much since the rest of these but its about another girl again and how i missed her
I MISS YOU
I miss the way you smile,
the way you laugh, the way you dress, i miss your style
i miss the break ups,
the bad times, the apologies and passionate make ups
i miss the long nights,
the kisses, the cuddles the movies with no lights
i miss the talks,
the confessions, our time together, the long walks
i miss the trust,
being so apart, the long wait to express our lust
most of all i miss the love,
the strength, the weakness, the push and the shove
because love or lust, good or bad,
i miss you so much, your the best i ever had
This actully happened and when i was walkin home after it this is poem just flowed easy in my head, it was crazy but its bout how i almost kissed a girl and how the moment was.
Resisting
Her lips so close the moment is so right
why must this feeling be so hard to fight
so close I feel her sweet breath on my chin
my hand on her hand I always loved her soft skin
her lips so soft I can almost taste it
if I do not the night will be wasted
the time is perfect and night is so right
its a little bit cold, a reason to hold her tight
ours voices are now silent, her eyes are in mine
this had to be it, the most perfect time
faces so close my eyes start to close
slowly I lean in and I feel her nose
quickly I move my face to her shoulder where i bury
I know can't do it, its just to scary
I want to so bad but i know can not
because once again my heart will be caught
and ripped and torn right out of my chest
so I kno what i did was for the best
she hurt me so much so why do i miss her
but it was so perfect, I just wanted to kiss her
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This is a poem bout how badly love can fuck you over, and how bad it hurts, and how dumb you feel when its over
what "love" does
Everyday you think about it
you can't help but miss the days
when you didn't have to give a shit
but you lived your life in a clouded haze
you could not see truth, only felt happy
you knew love was there and it was meant to be
its stupid, its horrible, it fuckes with your head!
you don't feel pain you just go to her instead
but now you are alone left to realize that it was to good to be true
im telling you now don't let it happen to you
it hurts so good, it'll make you bleed happiness
i can't stand it, why does it happen like this!
When your in it, theres no limit to the joy
when its over you'll realize u were nothing but a toy
the words she said were all lies its fucked!!
after its over you realized the relationship sucked
but u didn't notice cause you tryed so hard
to keep things together and play the right card
to keep her happy just her toy like i said
now you lay face in a pillow, your hopes are all dead
wishing you were to, looking over at your knife
thinking without her wats the point of life?
and thats it, ur life is over with one simple cut
all because of one heartless slut!
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this is the awesomist poem ever, i freestyled
it in about 5 minutes cause a friend told
me to write a poem about steak and corn,
theres really no meaning to it, just somthin
to laugh at, and another reason to call me
a retard but its all cool.
Steak and corn
It's all about steak and ofcourse the corn
along with a daily dosage of soft or hard porn
it doesn't really make a difference to me
whatever it really takes to get you happy
but about the corn and about that steak
they are perfect together it must be fate
steak is good when it's tender and greasy
and corn, well corn is just mmmm tasty
thats the only way there is no other
and if you have any friends you guys can feed eachother
because when you eat this food
you'll always be in a very happy mood
so just let the grease drip off your chin
it'll land on your plate and you can sip it up again
that's all i have to say about this wonderful dish
so tomorrow tell your mom" i want steak and corn! FUCK FISH".
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When and why i wrote this i liked this girl i had been
with before and still liked her but
i was all scared and shit so i didn't do anything
about it. it is short and pretty bad but it
got sum feelings out so its alright. its called
because, because it use to say because at
a start of each sentence but i decided it
would've been annoying to read because that
many times over so i took them out.
because
i wanna tell her right here,
if i don't my end will be near,
for this girl my life i will end,
she says i'm just a friend,
i want to show her my love,
any man i will shove,
i wanna see her beutiful eyes,
mine are ugly and filled with cries,
a river could flow with the fountains i made,
these tears flow when i get afraid,
i think back to what we had,
how could i let u go it makes me mad,
because of me, i'm so fuckin stupid,
i thought it would work like the arrow of cupid,
now i am not really sure,
maybe i won't tell her.
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This again was when i was on a love trip, i wrote
this to let her know that i wasn't expecting
a long term relationship, i went out with her
for somthing short and just somthing to do
(sounds kinda harsh) but when i realized that
it was gonna last, i felt bad and wanted her
to know that thats how i thought it would be
but i was glad to finally be in a long
lasting relationship, she gave me somthing
i gave up on.
Love
i thought love was fake, stupid and was created by things like disney
Just some meaningless words that i thought didn't mean shit to me
after using it stupidly I was ditched and left another lonley man
after the tears and after the pain I swore i would never say those fukin words again
but here I am with another girl repeating those lines some more
but at least this time my face wasn't intact with a door
but when I said it this time I didn't feel bad or like shit
I just felt happy and warm that was it
it could mean I meant it and I do really care
I didn't want a relationship like this it isn't fair
but this is what i gave up on, a relationship that would last
that was way before though its all in the past
because all of stupid failed attempts at a relationship that would survive
and here i am 3 months and still alive
I honestly came into this relationship expecting a short ending
cause i didn't want to be hurt again wasting all my time mending
my screwed up life and those harsh cruel feelings some more
but I like where I am and hoping to see number 4
i look forward to seeing you everytime that i do
I care alot thats why i'm writting this poem for you
we do have little problems but its like stuff that would be done by a kid
and you know im sorry for anything bad i did
alright i know your probably tierd of reading this shit
just a couple more lines and thats probably it
I just wanted you to see things the way i see
so take it how you want but i luv you and i hope you luv me.
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This is pretty old but its about me and another girl,
she couldn't stay with me because of
her parents, but i could understand why, i would
probably be the same way if i had a daughter.
WHY
why would you hurt me like that
i thought you were the one
we were so deep then you walk on my heart
i wish we could still have our fun
it hurts to look back at what you can't have
i loved it when u said i was creative
but its gone now all to the past
because ur parents didn't want you with a native
us being boyfriend and girlfriend went by fast
but we still did what we could to be together
what you did to me did make me mad
i could of fuking swore you would be there forever
now i look back in tears at somthing i had
there are somthings i wish i could forget
like somethings i fucked up on life
now you are one of those people i wish i hadn't met
to this wrist i had a long sharp knife
ready to end it all because u wern't there
because you had to leave me for the rich white guy
what you did to me wasn't fucking fair
it wasn't when u left that did it, but did u have to lie?
but i'm done now, i had my cry and i hope your happy till the day u die
i realize now your mom did it for you
she wanted you with somone who is rich white and cool
somone who could take care of you and treat you good
i'm sorry i couldn't i really thought i could
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this is what i thought deep into a relationship
it was hard to make casue it took me like a week
and everyday i had to change the first sentence
so it would be accurate to the date and make sense,
i liked this one casue everything rhymes n shit,
its easy to read, i think the best peoms are the
one that are easy to read so thats how i try to make mine.
My tribute
In about 5 days it will be four month's and still going
and I want thank you for all of the love you are showing
and for taking all my sadness and setting it free
I just want you to know how much you mean to me
more than words, and more than this poem could even say
but I'll try to explain how much anyway
so take how you feel from this poem and times that by one hundred and two
and that might come close to the feelings I feel for you
theres not a minute that goes by when your not on my mind
because you provide smiles when I'm down and eyes when im blind
what im saying is HEATEHR I LOVE YOU
and every word in this poem is %100 true
and I love it when im holding you and looking into your beutiful eyes
because its jus you and me, the rest of the world dies
i love when i kiss your perfect soft lips
I go into another place where my mind slips
into another world when nothing is happening at this moment
you and me and no one to torment
fuck it if people stare and fuck what they think of us
because to me it's all you and there life is a bonus
I know you u know i love you and there is no maybe
this relationship won't end soon becasue you'll always be my baby
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this is a i feel i owe to a couple people, jus some dumb stuff, but i took sum pills and got my creative on and came out with this.
Asshole
He's lonley, scared and unbearably sad
looking back on things he could have had
he took things for granted thinking she'd be there forever
sex, money, happiness he could get whenever
but now he knows what he did wasn't fair
wondering why she would even bother to care
he was so mean, so heartless just a flat out dick
the shit he said said to her would make anyone sick
she would do anything for him and never pass him by
yet he didn't know how much he made her cry
so she gave up on him knowing he would never come through
realizing how stupid she was for letting him do the things he would do
now promising and swearing he'll never be that person again
never take thing for granted and act like a man
but he now has no one, he's paying for his past
thinking "karma's a bitch!" and " how long will this last"?
he knows the pain he cause is far worse than he's feeling
wishing he could rewind and give back the time he was stealing
and return some of her generous love and care
be just as good as a friend as she was by always being there
but its to late now to give back the love she showed him
so he deals with it by writting a sad poem
thrying to apologize for the damage he has done
what kinda person would fuck with anothers feelings so he could have somone fun
I don't feel sorry for this person, he deserves anything bad there could be
i don't feel sorry becuase this person is me.
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this one i jus wrote, i was gain on my happy pills and was thinkin of makin a real fucked up poem capable of makin someone feel sick or want to hit me, dunno if u'll feel that strong but i know u'll think im real sick and fucked in the head, the truth is i was. lol. but it actully has a good meaning, altough it isn't true i kinda wish it was.
the boogieman
he's unseen but feared, he'll come at ur neck with a chainsaw
then stuff ur intesteins in your lung ans eat that shit raw
he's under your bed, in your closet and on the floor
the reason u piss in ur bed and won't close the door
crazy as fuck, but took an intereset in your newborn u got
i know he would love to sink his thumbs into its tender softspot
the only things he knows are blood, hate and how to end a life
he'd love to see ur moms face when she's find your throat posting a knife
he'll take the purity of your 12yr virginand infest her pussy with H.I.V
how could somthing so evil come to be
he's cause by lies, anger and and rich peoples greed
people who put what they want in front of what the world needs
he's living karma, getting revenge for the poor ones
you won't die but you'll see how thick ur baby daughters blood runs
you better reedem your sins if u can
or tell ur son to look out for the boogieman.